what is the point of eating?
when once you start,
you can't stop...
but when you stop,
it's hard to start eating again.
guess that's what therapy is for...
but why does food run out so fast.
if one were to eat,
the satisfaction is but only shortlived...
WHY? it'll be gone eventually.
So what's the point?
when i know that the end is near..
and then i'll just have to go get more...
ugh, more food full of the one thing i fear..
o so unsignificant to you?
not for me,
give me one calorie...
i'll burn ten.
no calorie will be in me!
it's like the plague.
But why? i ask you...
why must eating be such hard concept?
it is but food...a big 'nobrainer'
u give me food...
i push it aside.
sigh...this is what i've succumbed to.
but let me be, i ask you
why force something on me
i will not agree
this is what i long for.
i will not stop until i am noticed...
noticed as the perfect...
body, legs, hipbones, arms, collarbones, stomach....
perfect these in me o Ana
Thin will win
and i will win!***